early. woke up at 6.50~ supposed to wake up @ 5 de...
im a sleepypig. asked jasper if wanna eat lunch 2gether.
met up. saw jeremylee joel liying & jiahui
and of course jasper!
girls n boys seperated. sigh. kinda sad in the place... v little ppl...
tok tok abit. nt hungry didnt eat.
if u're seeing this, joel. soz for being so cold 2 u. was bit sleepy.
liying & jiahui left. byee~...
watched jas n joel play wif the milo~ add creamer.
reminds me of clement lol.
went 2 7-11. they went to school 1st cuz got leadership~ zzz
walked to school on my own... saw 3 cats... tried touching them... ran away...
sigh.
nth to do... go school wif a bottle milk tea.
went to the library... sat on the floor
called ppl~ tried tokin. many ppl phones off-ed.
no1 answered.
was bored went to tuck-shop. saw many r6.
but oni eric saw me i think.
kao. wasnt allowed to see. was chasen away by mr tan.
budden cuz i look so guaii ^^
lols. who'm i bluffing...
went back to the library...
nth to do... was hot. went to 3rd level hide from the sun...
tried going in2 an air-con.ned library...
chased out by a teacher... asked me wad im doing here...
said got maths olympaid... she asked i sec wad...
2... she scolded my why come so early...
scold scold scold... sigh...
jus wanted 2 b wif friends...
called junhao... woke him up... asked maths olympaid wad tym...
9.40... sigh...
no1der kena scolding...
was lyk 7.40 tt tym...
feel kinda sad... sat on floor again...
listened 2 some songs... fell asleep soon...
woke up... was 8.35+ le...
went to toilet splash water on face...
tuck in shirt...
went to classroom block... no sec2s there...
looked in 2r6 class...
saw my books in the wooden cupboard. lol~
looked at the toilet mirror...
walked around...
soon junhao came.
started tokin...
said tt he came early cuz wantd 2 use the coms in the lab...
tok tok... tok bout games... den latas got laughs...
maths olympaid started...
sat inside. tried staying happy at first.
budden after awhile can truly b the happy me
maths was long... room was cold
v confused...
classe ended early... 11.15+ i think... went 2 tukkshop wif azmi and zul.(r5)
walked around...
saw r4 benedict n christon playing soccer. nth 2 do...
play wif them.
sigh long tym nvr play soccer le... currently suk bad...
my leg strength's weak...
their leadership thing ended soon...
met up wif jasper and eric =))
was superr happy!
tokked alot. but we tokked mostly bout religions... economic... current societies...
how unreasonable the current society is...
decided eat lunch 2gether...
went cc mac...
took quite a long time to find a seat...
bout an ice cream. wasnt hungry.
ice cream alot... cldnt really finish... den we toked bout lyk ourselves. the good things n bad things out ourselves...
(when i smile. i serious dun look like the normal me; my jaw is nvr 2gether... i pull my jaw lower to look different; my eyes are forced big)
left mac. walked 2 tpjc 2gether... started tokin bout relationships...
eric was bit dao-ed sorry...
seperated... didnt want to go home.
personal things but i decide to say it out.
ive been locking the door oftenly for some reasons.
dad was angry. my mum too...
was bit rude.
was beaten by dad... theres 2 cane marks on my back and WAS slap mark on face.
tried not crying. some came out...
angry and sadded just now...
did not wanna go home... played every music in hp b4 going home...
wnt back home.
ate lunch le. nt hungry.
went inside room.
replaced all of my guitar strings wif newer ones.
lied on bed. played the guitar til slept.
woke up. bathe..
so im posting now.
im not trying to make other ppl lyk u feel sorry or sad for me. its just a pain in me and i nid 2 get it out. i dont want you to be sad for me or thing im stupid. its just my life and theres no nid for u to feel so.
- to unknown-
im not angry wif u. dun apologise to me please ^^ im still cheerful. eric and jasper brightened my dayy.